A Simple Thing Called Love

common tests are finally over.
i knw i flunked chemistry man.
but at least hazie knws i studied.
coz we studied tgther for chem.
anw, coming to today.
in the morning was okay.
happy and stuff coz she spoke to me.
and even recommended authors. (:
and saw her while coming to school too.
im so blinded by your beauty love.
things were okay until she called shamini.
i felt like an idiot watching them talking.
i juz didnt want her to touch shamini and stuff.
yes, im jealous.
so what now?
i mean, i like her so much, so what else do you expect?
so i juz stood there watching, hurting myself more and more.
i didnt want to see but i couldnt leave either.
this love is so complicated.
after that shamini told me what happened.
i was so bloody pissed off tht shamini didnt tell the truth to her.
so i made her call and tell the truth.
and guess what?
SHE DOESNT BELIEVE IT.
whats up with her man?
rest of the day was spent worrying.
and waiting for 0430 to go and see her.
she was late.
she didnt even turn up larh please.
so we left after waiting for about an hour.
and suddenly, i hear tht shes in tiong bahru with tht person.
so juz imagine how fucked up i feel right now.
how am i gonna sleep tnite?
she can trust me, thats one thing for sure.
whatever she told me, i didnt tell shamini.
i honestly didnt.
and i wont lie to her.
when she asked me if i said anyth, i said no.
coz i really didnt.
but that shamini didnt tell her the whole story of it all.
anw, the fact tht she asked shamini if i told her anyth or no tells me tht she doesnt trust my words in the first place.
baby you should've known better.
shamini's a good friend.
but im sorry i cant be juz as good to her.
coz i love H more than shamini.
and ive already told her that.
so it juz makes me jealous to see them close.
and why the hell must she be upset if shamini doesnt like her?
oh man, can someone please tell me whats happening?

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